PLEASURE in 500 words?
Contemplations on the most important experience of our life
501 words will take you less than minutes to read
Since the early springtime I was invited to teach 2 workshops in New Zealand.
What a wonderful exciting intense work pleasure! The 9 month of planning and re-planning, organizing and promoting zoomed by like that jet that was going to get me there in just 13 hours.
It was the 21st of September – that day I always remember… [- Rolling Stones]
On that Monday morning of my flight – All my bags are packed; I’m ready to go… [- John Denver] I finally got phone contact with the organizers in Kiwi Land. They still had nobody signed up for the weekends AND only 2 people who signed up for the free introductory evenings — I had been under the impression those had filled up…
Under new im-pressions my bodies’ enthusiastic flow of achievement evaporated at the inhale. I experienced myself go physically through the Startle Reflex first phase [Ex-Tension]. I finally ex-haled ex-hausted [phase II, Languish] I closed my mouth – I sat down.
Now my mind desperately began trying to wrap itself around the Unexpected, the Impossible. Only my ‘old friends’ jetted in – self-judgment, failure, inadequacy… Before they could take complete crippling control over the unusual beckoning void inside my head I also perceived a new voice like a beam of life light – Self Compassion! AAAAHHH!
“BUT what about my trip, the new country……..!” – My mind kept interfering with notoriously agaonizing disbelief.
I heard myself laughing– Life is what happens while you are busy making other plans… [- John Lennon]
The unbearable space of freedom dawned on me.
3 weeks of unscheduled time?!
This jolt in the plow line of my field of professional desire returned me to feel this present moment. I landed at the heart of life.
10 min later I called back to cancel my trip.
There’s a crack in everything – that’s how the light gets in… [- Lenard Cohen]
Another few exhales later my mind integrated enough into my body, noticing space inside, feeling my feet on the ground and my whole spines’ smooth unwinding. I made another phone call.
Was it the September, my readiness, the crack, divine planning or all together? The Big Sur cabin where I have had the absolute pleasure last year to write on my book was available for a full 2 weeks! YEAH!
During the week I had left to get down there I released more illusions on running my life, relaxed, reconnected, repacked. I was also able to schedule just enough individual sessions and classes to earn exactly the amount for the cabin rent.
Only when I sat in the harvest moon bathed bathtub on the deck of my cabin in the Red Woods over the deep canyon I remembered how sometime during the busy frenzy of this summer I had wished for the money and time to write on my book this year.
“Be careful what you ask for!”
I learned to trust the mystery of the river of life.
With smiles of gratitude
Please! Whatever you do – Stay within the limits of pleasure. Make it simple and easy.
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